I have a lot of frustrations lately. I'm frustrated that the price for my airline tickets went up by like 50 bucks in 2 days (and I'm additionally frustrated that it's not my fault that it took my dad 2 days to get back to me). I'm frustrated that people are buggin' my friend N. She's a good person and people should not take advantage of her. I'm frustrated that C and I can't go get notsos and chili. I'm frustrated that I can't afford to go see my friends in Michigan, Utah, Seattle, etc. I'm frustrated that I had to change offices (and now I have no window). I'm frustrated that I want to lose weight but have no will power.
I'm mostly frustrated with the entire bar process. After telling my mother that the MBE seemed really hard and I don't know/am not confident that I passed, instead of reassuring me or telling me to have faith, she instead asked when I could register to take it in February. Thanks, mom. And I'm frustrated that it takes freaking 4 months to get results. And I'm frustrated at that stupid executive powers essay question.
And I don't want to do laundry, but I have to.
I guess I need to take stock, get a little perspective. I just got a really awesome raise at work (though my hours got cut), I may have an interview at an employment law firm (which is what I want, but would be less money), I have awesome friends who are so supportive throughout all my messes, and so many people have it so much worse than I do. I should shut up and feel grateful. I'm working on it, and I'll let you know how it goes.
There's my girl! But we will get through this. And if nothing else, we will finally learn who absolutely supports us and who doesn't.
ReplyDeleteAlso, really, we need a vacay. The destination will definitely require rock paper scissors, though.