What do you do when you're crying and the only people in the world who may conceivably understand what you're going through who also know and love you don't answer their phones?
I'm still working on the answer to that one. I guess the short answer is "blog, since your computer happens to already be on."
So I told him. He is fixated on living in another state. He chose a locale over me. And maybe I'm making a bigger deal over this than I should. I mean, it's not like we're really together at all. But I honestly thought we could make a go of it. But I am stuck in CA because of the Bar. And I believe it's unfair to ask someone to have to go through another bar exam just because that state doesn't offer reciprocity. Knowing the hell I went through not passing and having to re-take it (again), how could someone ask that of me? But, in all fairness, he didn't ask. I kind of wish he would have. At least that might have shown me that he really love me, not just really says it.
And what do you do when your heart feels cracked (aka not fully broken) and none of your friends are answering their phones? Cry some more and go to bed...while watching his favorite baseball team lose.
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