Withdrawals

It had been a long time. Years, in fact. And he was the last one. So there is something to "being with" my ex again, especially after all this time. It's kind of like bringing things full circle. Or maybe all of the hormones just went to my head. Either way, it was still fun.

Who knew?

After three full days of "heightened awareness" after more than three years of drought, it's difficult to reconcile my current feelings. It's strange. I had grown used to going without, but right now, it's all I can think about.

Today was Boss' Day, so we took my boss to PF Chang's for lunch. My fortune cookie read as follows: "You may attend a party where strange customs prevail." I couldn't help but laugh. My assistant laughed too, as I had told her the highlights of my time in Seattle. She certainly doesn't know the full extent, but she knows enough to imagine that fortune cookie had an interesting meaning to me. And I'm going through withdrawals. I am going to have to figure out a way to fly to Seattle at least once a month until I can find a suitable replacement that doesn't require frequent flier miles. I just wish he read my blog.